Wednesday, February 14, 2007

somehow seeing couples walking along the street with balloons or bouquets made me pretty emo. i still remember how i spent my valentines day last year. it was on tuesday! and we just had jive practice. and someone pangsayed until only got jing, joel, me and tao xuan eating at bk parkway.. haha.. it was pretty nice and just cosy. those were really the nice times. it somehow made me think of how hard we practiced for our item. practices on the pt 2nd floor. getting minor scoldings from andre de silva for minor stuff like not closing the door. for not improving enough. and the shoes we had to get. that up till now we haven't claimed from school.

then there was all the canvas sheets. the boxes. the staircase. even lt 5 seemed reminiscent of what was 2 fulfilling nights of enjoyment and fun. the many faces we had to put on for the night. the costumes. then there's the pt. the place where we spent doing so many times of 8s. of counting 1. 2. 3. 4. 5. 6. 7. 8. the tired times when we could even sleep on the pt floor on our shoebags. and of a certain someone who could suddenly be very nice at one instance and oh so sarcastic and nasty in another.
the choreography. who came out first. when to come out. what line to follow. which spot to stand. what to do next. what to show. music? feeling? i dunno but somehow it always manages to draw out alot of memories.

finally. the rewarding sound of applause. regale. it'll never feel the same again.

sorry if this post seems distant to some of you. i just got carried away being emoed.. it doesn't help that i am listening to emo music too... anyway. i hope i can pass my driving next week!!!! and i hope a levels dont come out on the same day please please please.....

Wednesday, February 07, 2007

it's drawing nearer.. aaahhh... and this week is a crazy week!! i have driving everyday!!! from monday to saturday!! and i am not improving much too!! must push myself to improve more!! if not how to pass TP. wah these three weeks are going to be so stressful!! plus the dreadful thing which i had hoped would only come after cny... and i have final theory next week somemore!! and i also dunno if my "reserved" test slot will still remain reserved... sigh.. aah!!