Thursday, July 24, 2008

i need to stop being a wussy.take control. be the man. stop waiting. do something. i will do it.

Monday, July 21, 2008

i just had the sudden urge to blog. well it has almost been two months already. a whirlwind of mirth and excitement has just gone by.i can't begin to say how satisfied i am within these two months. how i have finally opened my eyes to how things work. and i can't say it in a better way. how i have never been able to see myself clearer, how i understand myself so much. and having set new goals and paved new roads to walk. i find it very fulfilling. of course, the path to these new findings has not been a walk in the park. It has been riddled with ups and downs, and for every new path to uncover a mountain has to be climbed, a river to cross. but it has been worth it. with a new resolve, and slowly grasping a newfound soul, a change is coming around. i. will. do. it. and. i. know. i. will. just you wait, just be patient.

on the other hand, there are of course pressing issues, and some of these issues are overlapping with the mountains and rivers to cross. and one of them is quite a pressing issue, however it is formed on bad timing, and bad opportunity, yet it pains me whenever i see a quiet face, a sad face, a face thinking deep into space trying to find an insight, a resolution to an issue.. try not to think too much.

Wednesday, July 09, 2008

well so so so much has happened since the last post.
did i mention anything about ashish's party? well it was just about the best thing to happen in my life. as was the last minute decision to pop by ashish's. well what do you know. good things happen when you least expect them to. definitely the best thing to happen to me in a long time. there's now a pair to the chopsticks, a second to a half. and i am content. i could not have asked for more. as i am sitting here. now's the 9th of july by the way, i think back on the whirlwind that it has been. it has really been such a whirlwind. and the most wonderfun thing happened in my life too. the times i spend are priceless. as she sleeps in her bed, i think about her.