Sunday, June 01, 2008

shit happens alright. shit always happens. It's how you pick up from them which matters the most. tonight was supposed to turn out to be an awesome night. It's actually the first time i'm wearing my blazer other than for concerts. and it had to get it's first puke stain on it. i wonder what my mom will say when i tell her i want it dry-cleaned. the other thing is, even the person i'd least expect to go over the island went far far away into the deep seas. and in the end, it was just two of us left. the other three? left to enjoy their 35 bucks. not that i blame them. like hello it's 35 bucks. anyway that's not the antagonist tonight. so L was feeling moody. she got betrayed by her own blood, and it really is shitty when that happens. so what do you do? drown everything out..

ANOTHER WTFBBQ... there was this lady who worked there, who offered her help. i thought she would be helpful. IT TURNED OUT TO BE A TOTAL DISASTER!! I HAVE NEVER EVER IN MY LIFE SEEN SOMEONE AS DOMINATING AND AS CRAZY AS THAT!! you tried to help us, you managed to wake her up. i respect you for that. But PLEASE.. beyond that, please don't try too hard. DON'T SCREAM IN OUR FACES. NOT EVERYONE OF US ARE AS GONE AS YOU THINK. there are still some of us who know where's the limit and where to draw the line. there are still some of us who care for her. PLEASE JUST STOP THINKING THAT WE WANT TO TAKE ADVANTAGE OF HER. LIKE HELLO!! I GOT PUKE ON MY BELOVED BLAZER TRYING TO HELP HER. just stop thinking that we just wanna raper her and stuff... maybe you had a really really bad experience. i feel sorry for you. but please just stop stereotyping every situation into something like that!! like HELLO. alright. if you really think our lives are that sorry, and you want to change it, please just stop. cause our "sorry" state is not really sorry, and that we actually were okay till you came!please. I WOULD NEVER EVER WANT TO HAVE ANYTHING TO DO WITH HER AGAIN. next time you offer your help, i'll know better than to accept. she's the worst personnel i ever saw. if i could ever complain about her, bring on the paper and pen. i'll write a 10-page report on how you tried to force me to take a cab when i told you that i don't have cash. AND YOU WANT ME TO ASK THE CAB DRIVER TO DRIVE TO A PETROL STATION TO DRAW MONEY!! LIKE HELLO!! I'M NOT GONE ALRIGHT!! I'M COMPLETELY SANE ENOUGH TO SEE THAT THAT IS A REALLY REALLY BAD OPTION!!! so just let me take a cab with NETS so i can just pay the driver properly??? well the cab driver i finally took was a pretty nice and cool person. we talked on the way back.

sorry people if this doesnt make any sense. cause it really doesn't i kinda just copied this off another blog and pasted it here to make my blog interesting alright.

posted by Jabs @ 2:48 AM Comments: 0